seriously
i dunnoe whats went wrong.
when i need someone
the world seens to turn me down

text-ed & call-ed
but none of them bother.

i never ever treat anyone around me
as puppets/piggy or whatever shit
i bother to ask you out cause
i care,concern & bother
if you think im fake/annoying/selfish
or taking you as a fool.
then im fine with it.

yesh
you make msitake
& i give scolding and awaful words
cause i wanted to help.

yesh
im in bad mood
& i treat you badly
and expect you to be my listerning ears
cause i tot u are the only one who understand me.

yesh
when i run out of cash
& expect you to paid for me
cause i tot you are the one that
are willing to pamper me.

But NO
i never find you when i have no one to company
cause im leaving
so maybe you are the one i wanted to see
before i leave.

for sure
i will stop those phonecalls and messages

however
i dunnoe her post
was refering to me anot

maybe im a real evil person.lolx
& i din realise that

afterall friendship is just a childish wish
*blow candles*
WOOHOO~
wish granted.

nutty go fuck@2.34am