Kinda tired tis few days....skool n skool n skool...today went to work...did not tok much during work...just too tired...
I dun dare to tink too much...dun even dare to tink or plan for tml...i did not wan to tink wad will be goning on for next week or next month....coz i am just too scared ....too scared...i maybe be laughing but the next moment i maybe be shivering...or cry for no reason....i dunnoe why...i am just too speechless to tok abt my feeling right now...i dunnoe how i am going to survive for the next 4 months....tis very very weired kind of feeling was weighting on my heart...i dunnoe how to describe....is beyond word can describe it....hate it ....i may appear that kind of "liting" ppl want....that tok n laugh loudly...but it was very very tired for me...ARGH~...dun really have the appetite to eat...so hungry right now....*crawl to kitchen find food*
I am just very TIRED & SICK of tis kind of life...i am so lost right now.... i just want to smile n pass the next 4 months....
Finally...tis coming weekend i got to enjoy myself...coz tis is the only few days that i dare to plan...tink got my pay liao...go shopping...maybe another K-BOX or catch a moive...or just eat n eat n eat...ARGH~
Nutty Go Fcuk @00.38am
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