bad hair day

BAD HAIR DAY...totally screw up!!!

Sunday noon n i am here bloging...want to get out frm my hse n go out....past few days was not at home...friday nite went to monster carebear hse to had a bbq session...saw mei n eric...haha...can said dear n monster carebear was drinking like mad...but i did not drink much...just smoke like hell...n guess wad i am smoking now...hehe...had a wonderful nite...play games n those punishment was like so funny...that nite i cry again...i am not stress or wad...i am just trying to run away....i dunnoe....i dun dare to be alone ....dun dare to tink...dun dare to be at home...that why i keep myself busy or just stay over nite at monster carebear hse...sorry to trouble u monster carebear....

Sometime i just HATE myself of what i am now...all i noe was to laugh out loud to cover up myself....why cant i be truthful to myself...argh~...

Saturday morning was a notti morning...hehe....left monster carebear hse then went to eat lunch wif monster carebear then dear went home that day suppose to work but i rang up working place n bluff that i am too sick to work...went to meet mei at tampines....actually i was half dead but i just force myself to keep awake...dun feel going home...brought myself 2 bra....hahaha....then head back home.....my mum keep asking me where i had being tis few days...cant be bother to answer her...went to take a bath....online awhile none of my frens was online....so watch tv...i am craving to smoke...but my bro not at home...so went to sleep...so tired...but no matter how much i sleep...i felt so tired...soooooo damn tired....

How i wish i can sleep and never ever wake up...



Nutty Go fcuk @15.15