haiii~

Ok...just like 10 more hrs i am leaving singapore...going to KL...n now is 1.49am...n my bag is not pack...was like so LOL...kinda lazy leh...some more i like have not feeling ...like not exticed or wad...maybe cold blooded pig...wahahahahaha~ohh...dun forgot to get sweetheart maybe a sunglass n a very *J n LOUD singlet...haha

Hmm...things seen like not going very smooth...at first i tot is smooth end up was kinda rough...opps*...i mean last min something abt the hotel have some changes...coz the hao ge's mum's fren's fren's fren...ask us to go CHAN BROTHER to ask whether they have help ppl to check in hotel n the price for it...then hao ge ask us to go CHINATOWN ard 9 plus go check the price n wif our BAGS...at first i heard that...i was damn fcuking piss off...then reali want to cancel the trip...i tot the hao ge dunnoe hu want to help us n now the hao ge dunnoe hu ask us to check ourself...then at the very first place we should just check it ourself...no need to wait till last min ... haii...so tml i am going to wake up ard 8 then call ba...then at first esther n hao ge almost have some small conflict...but i tink now no problem liao ba...hope hao ge can be understanding...coz was like kinda irritating n piss off.... but after i have calm down n short thing out...tink no problem liao ba...

So just now during dinner time...erm...I CRY AGAIN~haii...tink i am A CRY BABY ba...coz i have so small conflict wif my father...he was so unreasonable...n ridiculous n nonsense...he give me RM 400 ytd...then ask me whether i got money anot...then i tell him i still got RM 100 wif me that is my ah ma last time win toto give me one de...then just now he said he lost RM 100 ...wa lau...he suspect me...n even ask me to show him my RM100...then i tell him tis RM100 wif me very long liao then he said something that make me so sad...he said...i oso lost my RM100 very long liao then use that kind of eye n look at me as if i steal the money...but i dun...so i rush back to my own room n take the RM400 that he give me n MY OWN RM 100 n throw back to him n shout....i did nothing i can swear to the GOD...the RM100 was mine n i dun need ur money animore...then i run back to my room n CRY....was like so LOL...

I mean he feed me for like 17yrs yet he dun trust me....he even suspect me...i was so sad n disappointed...how can he said tis to me...ppl hu noe me...i dun steal money although i steal like the wad lar hor...LOL...but i dun steal my parent money...even now i earn my own money ....i was like so...the feeling i dunnoe how to describe....haii...i noe wad i did...so i dun tink i need to explain to them...my parent r always like tis...they did not find out the truth then they just jump to conclusion...i hate that...reali spoil my mood...my mood was already not very good...so sain liao...still make me so sian...Argh~

Since like monster carebear have something that bother u tink is abt ur secret ba...hmm...tink u should adjust ur feeling toward ur secret n maybe ur emotion...is was always up n down for no reason...LOL

i tink there is a line that goes like this....

Dangerous

Some secrets need to be kept.
Some stories should never be told.
Some reasons shouldn't be understood.
They might just turn your blood cold.
Who needs all the answer?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth's gona save u?
When the truth could be dangerous.

Time for me to pack my bag~



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