Tired

I am so tired...ok time to blog...just too busy n tired...being trouble by something...ARGH~

Wendesday 18/05 :
Did not go to skool on Wednesday...just too lazy n tired asi went out the pass few days...ring up my working place to check my day of works...damn...work on the next 4 dasy...till sunday...all nite shift...slack the whole day...however something still bother me~

Thursday 20/05:
Got back my Mid year result...all like shit man...the most terrible result i even had...actually dun felt upset or disappointed...as i knew i did not really put in 100% of effort to study for tis exam...so did not pin too much hope on my result...only pass 2 subjects... english(52) that was a mircale to me n D&T(68)...

However,Yeo Heng Neo praised me that i had made alot of improvement...hehe...although i fail my paper 2...but quite surpise on my paper 1...coz i dun write well...i have less errors on T.A.P.S...i am not showing off ok...LOL...for my D&T...Mr Tsung comment me that my sketches are getting better...keep it up!!!...but i expect my my Social study(21) n Histroy(25) combined marks can pass...i fail too bad...(46) just a little bit more...if i realy study sure can pass one de...some more one of our malay classmate got even better n higher marks...kinda jealous...~haha

Overall i am not that lousy...they are more lousy people than me...opps...did not mean to say that but i at least i try...i did move to get better result...but move alittle....LOL...

Then went to work ...damn tired...slept for less than 1 hour before i went to work...work wif tasha n perilne...wash beam that nite ...fuck lor...that perilne damn fucking fake...coz everynite we closing...one of us need to wash the beam n other wash tray...of coz tray better lar...then that freaking fako asshole(perilne) ask mi wad i want to wash....

Freaking Fako Asshole : "hey,liting what u wan to wash to nite?"
As i alway act a good people so i said...
Liting:"ohh...i anything one de lor" (actually deep in the heart i wan to wash tray)
Then she said something that freak mi out...
Freaking Fako Asshole :"Aiyo,i so long heaven washing tray leh"
Is like hallo...isn'it obvious tat she want to wash tray...i hate those fake people...if u want to wash tray just said it to my face not need to go one whole round...
So i said..
Liting :"ohh..then i wash beam lor" (cursing in my heart ...F**KING BI*CH)
Still felt very trouble...


Friday 21/05

First 2 peroids was free period for those hu take o level paper last yr...haha then had chit chat wif dear...people who are still wondering why i am so confuse n felt very trouble...coz of tis selfish person...

Da Jie tell us that she have H.I.V. Then esther was damn worry n to make things worse...she keep thinking the negative way...as i at first was not really worry....but the more she said the more i am worry...influence me as well...

Few days ago she tell us this thing...almost all our topic was on H.I.V...even during my break at work esther n hao ge come n find me...start chatting abt tis...then on the msn or on the fone wif esther...this topic will nv un away...H.I.V...

Can i just said da jie was very selfish...she knew she have AIDS yet after months then she tell us...not that we will avoid her or what...at least let us noe n we can do some protection...can i just said tis to her...if u dun bother or care for urself...please care for ur family n frens around you...u dun even give a damn to us or think for us yet u want us to stand on ur side on tink for u...what is this man...

Ok people...am i wrong if i said it tis way or i am very curel .... i do felt heart broken n sad for da jie....i am very scare too...i am not god or tat wei da n tell u never mid lar...HALO~ i do mind ok...ur irresponsible are maing everyone panic n worry.... i noe some of u will say i have tink too much or over re-act even worry too much...how can u tell me not to worry ....even hao ge oso have the risk of getting becoz of erm erm...hai~ why must things happened to us...tis was my most happy moment ....having great frens ard me ...enjoying myslef wif their accompany...i do not reali have the mood to go KL...Oh My God...ARGH~

We even suggested to go for a blood test...i am so confuse now...just like hanging in between...i dunnoe wad to do...in the other hand i need to console myself n esther...hai~



Nutty Go Fuck @ 3.24am